Every so often I envisage

fear is what 

makes me powerful

Makes my life livable 

Accords me fighting spirit

Bullies uglies monsters 

Will I thrive further, I ponder

Without that I won’t test my limit 

The constant crash and thrash

What lead me to deal the pain

It’s fear 

at the end what I gain

Or wait

May be it’s courage what I attain 

Fear of losing me in the ugly crowd 

Fear of choosing wrong over my pride 

Myriad hours of ruminating 

Will my grit over fear 

ever be shouted out

A celebrated soul

Vision beyond horizon

Faith overload 

Handful of empathetic weapon

Emoluments of decorated person

From time to time I challenge my fear

You jab me down 

Abatement will steer 

By and by

I will pick up my heavy heart

Dust off my dirt

I will walk in my set path

With a head higher 

You can’t win my dear fear